Gideon. Roswell is accompanying Quaid to Prescott. From what I can tell this is not because Roswell is in love with Quaid, more so that he is concerned about Quaid's condition after being bitten by a zombie and contracting fever, etc.
If I have any further updates I will relay them to you promptly.
Yeah, turns out no one is in love they're just dumbassess. Roswell's avoiding telling me what he's up to, apparently, so thanks for keeping me in the loop.
I love isthink you[....] also love you in an abstract way. But when we confer, people don't say oh, wow, John and Gideon are definitely fucking while our community is struggling through a difficult time.
[...] Are you very upset? [...] It is hard for me to say if Roswell will keep his promise not to disappear again, but I believe Emmett will not. If that is any consolation.
I'm angr upset Roswell didn't tell us he needed a break. We handled it without him, but we also spent a weekend wondering if he'd drowned. We only thought Roswell wasn't MIA because he probably was with Emmett.
Emmett left a note, and that's fine. He's not the leader of our community. He got his work covered.
I was upset, as well. [...] But if I dwell too long on how I feel, I lose focus. [...] Although I understand you are also closer to him, so there are dimensions to how you feel that are unique to you. I think it will be worth having a conversation with Roswell when feelings are less fresh. At least to better understand why he made the choice he did.
Do you say things to hurt me on purpose? I want to know.
And I know I would not make a good therapist, anyone could tell you that. But if you are upset with Roswell and those feelings turn into resentment, then all of us are impacted. I say what I think I have to say, Gideon. I am an alderman, too. It is not just you and Roswell, dealing with everything alone.
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If I have any further updates I will relay them to you promptly.
DM, 10/21, late(r)
I'll check in with Quaid. Make sure he's alright.
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love isthink you[....] also love you in an abstract way. But when we confer, people don't say oh, wow, John and Gideon are definitely fucking while our community is struggling through a difficult time.DM, 10/21, late(r)
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angrupset Roswell didn't tell us he needed a break. We handled it without him, but we also spent a weekend wondering if he'd drowned. We only thought Roswell wasn't MIA because he probably was with Emmett.Emmett left a note, and that's fine. He's not the leader of our community. He got his work covered.
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And I know I would not make a good therapist, anyone could tell you that. But if you are upset with Roswell and those feelings turn into resentment, then all of us are impacted. I say what I think I have to say, Gideon. I am an alderman, too. It is not just you and Roswell, dealing with everything alone.
DM, 10/21, late(r) [after a few minutes]
I'm just in a bad mood. I shouldn't have taken it out on you.
I'll talk it out with Roswell, I can't actually stay mad at him.
DM, 10/21, late(r) [after a few minutes]