I love isthink you[....] also love you in an abstract way. But when we confer, people don't say oh, wow, John and Gideon are definitely fucking while our community is struggling through a difficult time.
[...] Are you very upset? [...] It is hard for me to say if Roswell will keep his promise not to disappear again, but I believe Emmett will not. If that is any consolation.
I'm angr upset Roswell didn't tell us he needed a break. We handled it without him, but we also spent a weekend wondering if he'd drowned. We only thought Roswell wasn't MIA because he probably was with Emmett.
Emmett left a note, and that's fine. He's not the leader of our community. He got his work covered.
I was upset, as well. [...] But if I dwell too long on how I feel, I lose focus. [...] Although I understand you are also closer to him, so there are dimensions to how you feel that are unique to you. I think it will be worth having a conversation with Roswell when feelings are less fresh. At least to better understand why he made the choice he did.
Do you say things to hurt me on purpose? I want to know.
And I know I would not make a good therapist, anyone could tell you that. But if you are upset with Roswell and those feelings turn into resentment, then all of us are impacted. I say what I think I have to say, Gideon. I am an alderman, too. It is not just you and Roswell, dealing with everything alone.
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DM, 10/21, late(r)
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love isthink you[....] also love you in an abstract way. But when we confer, people don't say oh, wow, John and Gideon are definitely fucking while our community is struggling through a difficult time.DM, 10/21, late(r)
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angrupset Roswell didn't tell us he needed a break. We handled it without him, but we also spent a weekend wondering if he'd drowned. We only thought Roswell wasn't MIA because he probably was with Emmett.Emmett left a note, and that's fine. He's not the leader of our community. He got his work covered.
DM, 10/21, late(r)
DM, 10/21, late(r)
DM, 10/21, late(r)
And I know I would not make a good therapist, anyone could tell you that. But if you are upset with Roswell and those feelings turn into resentment, then all of us are impacted. I say what I think I have to say, Gideon. I am an alderman, too. It is not just you and Roswell, dealing with everything alone.
DM, 10/21, late(r) [after a few minutes]
I'm just in a bad mood. I shouldn't have taken it out on you.
I'll talk it out with Roswell, I can't actually stay mad at him.
DM, 10/21, late(r) [after a few minutes]